I saw Michalla today for the first time.

One of the harder things I've ever had to do.

Seeing her in the hospital with tubes everywhere, bruises on her arms, in so much pain,

it finally sunk it.

I've been hoping it was a dream all week.

She has acute myeloid leukemia and will be going through

chemotherapy,

radiation,

and bone marrow transplants.

I want to throw up right now.

Or maybe cry.

She is worried about the way she'll look when her hair is gone.

She is beautiful and always will be.

Michalla is perfect and beautiful.

Dazed and Confused

Today is a blur.

My best friend was diagnosed with Leukemia this morning.

On the bright side, it is very curable.

On the down side, she has cancer.

I hate the feeling of helplessness.

There is nothing I can do but love her so much.

Love doesn't make the pain and sickness go away though.

So helpless.

Giffy

It's 5 o'clock in the morning.

And I decided to make a gif because I can't sleep.

I was watching youtube videos of Lily Allen and I almost died when I saw this.

She says, "want to see my Keira Knightley impression?"

then juts her chin out and says a bunch of words really fast.

It's kinda jumpy, but I had to share somehow.

I think I have a girl crush on her.

Happiness and Tingles

I can't even stand how much I love looking at old pictures of my life.

Cousins

So into this football game

Without a doubt the best family ever

My mom is stunning and I want her whole outfit

Dogman

I think I'm dying of laughter and happiness.

It kinda reminds me of Muppets but real life.

People are awesome.

Through a Cheap Lens

This is my week so far.

Love my family.

My Brain Hurts

Here are some ridiculous things that plague my mind every day.

1. What group of people are turned on by drag queens? Is it gay men, straight men, lesbians....? I'm not even trying to be disrespectful, if gay dudes want to dress up like girls then that is awesome. But seriously, I need to know.

2. Why do we have the letter k? And why does ph make the f sound? Why not just stick with f? Fotografy, elefant, alfabet, pedofile, those all seem to work with out the ph..

3. What happens to someones facebook/twitter/blog/social-network-whatever when they die? And what would I do if I saw them post something like 4 years after being buried? (probably pass out)

4. Was this song composed by Danny Elfman?